marriage

#1 - I cannot explain it. He was very persuasive and when someone is that in love with you they can convince you of a lot. Plus he was European, which can make a difference.
#2 - All I can say here is that my ovaries were screaming so fucking loudly, my common sense could not hear itself think.
#3 - Never going to happen. There will be interventions. But my dirty little secret of wanting to marry up is not so secret anymore.